'too cool'

i never wanna be 'too cool' to be friends with lonesome people. i never wanna be 'too cool' to listen to people's hopes, needs and desires. i never wanna be 'too cool' to give my time to people who need it. i never wanna be 'too cool' to be all-in of everyone and simply anyone. i never wanna be 'too cool' to help people realize who they are, and to be comfortable with that. i never wanna be 'too cool' to be passionate and expressive about who God is in my life. i never wanna be 'too cool' to love others with everything that i am. i never wanna be 'too cool' to be free in who i am..

coz the 'coolness' can keep you from everything you are made to be. am sorry God for all the times i was/am 'too cool'. the minute it becomes about me is the minute my Christianity becomes a waste of time. pretty intense... but has been on my heart for such a long time. i honestly believe if we all actually got this.. AND LIVED IT.. our youth ministry.. uni's.. schools.. workplaces.. heck, the world, would be a different place.